There was a guy I might have married. He was special. He loved me so much, it was horrible to watch.

I guess the first 2 years was for getting over my imaginary 'almost' relationship in college.
He ran after me in the rain so he could carry an umbrella for me. That's when I first realized he was different than anyone else.
After we broke up, I got locked out of my temporary house down near the border of mexico. He drove out there to rescue me.
I've grown to love him back, finally. but it is very mature, peaceful. Is peace all I want?

A friend of mine has just come out. With that, the return of all my own tumultous memories. What path do I take now? Marry this man, who loves me as no one else ever had, and maybe..maybe! hurt him in the future? Or throw it all away?